Saturday, October 13, 2007

Shoot My Lungs



Here I go again, tearing the inner pieces of my heart and screaming all over again simply because I feel that I will never understand why do humans run away from their problems? This is clearly not the right way to solve things. How long can you run from your problems? It’s a wise choice to be a fighter and solutions will appear when we strangle what has been the center of the predicament. With a clear heart and a big head, that dilemma will eventually come to an end.

Our lives are built from pieces of coincidences, an accidental moment we want it to happen but sometime we thought it’ll never be. Confusing huh? We all know that once we got hurt we must learn not to dump ourselves at the same rubbish for the second time. But this time it’s so different, the love has covered my vision and logic. I’m blinded, wounded and left all alone. Sometimes, I feel as if I’m good for nothing but I know that I can’t give up because I am not a myth. I prefer to be a living legend but when I walk across the line of sanity I fall into the hole called love over and over again. Like a sponge, my heart pores suck the pain continuously, leaving it back dry just like it started.

3 comments:

Jin-Ni said...
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Jin-Ni said...

i remember reading ur frenster profile and u said, u see ppl running away from the rain, why not just enjoy the rain?
i tot i very much agreed with it.
but, with 2nd thought, wad if the rain is acid rain? it is no longer as pure as how it used to be. no longer the nature we can enjoy. (thanks to human)
sometimes, u don't wish to runaway. but u will fall sick if you don't runaway.
it is not everything that you can do it face to face.
certain times, it feels much better to just let go.
One day, you will understand.

With lots of love,
b.

N said...

u have a blog and u never told me! arghh!