-Dreams Have Only One Owner-

It is 1.18 a.m. and i bet the world is sleeping now.. haha.. this is going to be my first post this year.. i just swirled into 2008 a month back... i just realised i am walking steadily after all the wreckage which happened along the month.. but hey, who cares, i dont expect anyone to support me.. i believe in myself and i wish to thank god for sending me great buddies like alice, yani and vireen to make things better when they are not...

I can see sumone better in me, a person who loves to joke lyk a mad cow and talk things which are not really relevant.. I am trying to glue the pieces of life and see where will it lead me in the end.. I can hear my footsteps like marching of an ant in this new beginning... i really wish to admit tht time moves really fast.. before i could even imagine i'm sumwhere new now.. no move cute tupperware to school... no mavendra.. no pn lee.. no buddies to skip classes.. but i believe everything happens for a reason.. I am stepping into another realm of life..The lesson I learn wasn’t easy and cute, but meaningful enough to turn me stronger to face another year...

Now lets see.. I've accomplished a few missions this year.. One of them is i managed to turn Alice, Yani and Vireen evil... Muahaha!!! Prabdeep is going to hate me for this reason as Alice has already started to bully her... and now i am talking to Eeshwer :) fantastic creation of god.. i hope things will be really fine but all i can say is the process is more important than the result.. as we progress we'll learn how can we fight lyk a real warrior not just stand still lyk a toy soldier... a foetus must learn to survive in the womb, a baby must learn how to crawl and move steadily, kids must learn how to mould themselves, a teen must look for his or her identity in order to succeed, an adult must be wise enough to survive, a senior must find a cozy bed to settled and die on, and finally a soul must find its light to walk in... What i am trying to say is life is an excellent teacher.. lol..

Moving on, lets talk abt things which happened today.. Mum woke me up early in the morning and she even hit my head with the pillow cz i slept back.. lol.. I admit i am still close with my mum.. but i am not my mummy's boy anymore.. got over the phase long time ago(at least i believe so).. haha.. We went shopping and I sent her back home b4 heading to Asia Cafe... Really wanted to see my buddies there and I actually planned everything with hunyin the night b4 tht.. haha.. and yea, i seriously pity takshi with all the bad luck she's facing now.. she actually wanted me to pick her up when i was stuck in front of the summit... sorry girl.. once i reached taylor's the first person i saw was deepa standing in front of taylor's getting a place for tanuj to park his car.. lol.. after parking my car near mcd i headed to asia cafe and met all of them.. we had fun playing pool and did sum crappy stuff with vickraman.. n yea... sharmila, u escaped this time when we went to ur house.. ngeh ngeh ngeh... after sending vickraman back home i went to bangsar and went back home... thats all i guess...

lol... lets look at a few things here..

SCENARIO 1

CHEMISTRY MAIL

sender : chemistry_lover@hotmail.com

receiver : kanagam@help.edu.my

title : chemistry

message : hey baby kana, i think we have the chemistry.. yezzah??!! i love my chemical romance. i tink u should teach me how to write chemical eqns properly!!!

idea : wan nur zayani

typer : viknesh e.

OH YESSS ARR!!!

SCENARIO 2
vireen
the guy

*looking at her phone*

(hands moving) hey..urm i've never done sumthing like this b4 bla bla bla.. but you're really pretty..bla bla bla.. and i guess im asking you out for lunch with me

*still looking at her phone, turned her head* urm.. sorry but im really busy

ok..wht about next week (hands moving all the time)

i've got classes...timetable is packed sorry

i can skip my classes

sorry but i don't skip my classes

ok!!! no worries (with both thumbs up).. see ya..

*everyone started to laugh*

i've never seen sumthing lyk tht before too!!! lol

SCENARIO 3
Shu Ming

Bus Driver

Kevin
Me & Kar Mun

*running to board the bus*

hello boss, boleh berhenti arr? kawan saya mahu naik

lu buat bus stop kat sini la.. saya berhenti !!!

stupid rapid kl driver!!! i want to call and report la

hahahaha

p/s :all I want is just some peace for my dearest soul!!!

So Close And Still So Far

hello ppl, its 4.26 in the morning nw and i cant close my eyes.. so yea.. i'm here to post the song which is playing in my head, deep in my heart, and i can even feel this song in my lungs now... here it goes..

So Close By Jon McLaughlin

You’re in my arms

And all the world is calm

The music playing on for only two

So close together

And when I’m with you

So close to feeling alive

A life goes by

Romantic dreams will stop

So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting, waiting here with you

And now forever I know

All that I wanted to hold you

So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end

Almost believing this was not pretend

And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come

So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days

If I should lose you now?

We’re so close

To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend

Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far

Love Letter

Dear Lover,

I could spend my life in this sweet surrender. I could stay awake just to hear you breathing, watch you smile while you are sleeping. I've felt nothing like this before and I know this is real since the first time I met you. Being with you gives me the strength which I never had. Where were you all this while, looking into your eyes makes me strong and weak at the same time. I can feel my legs turning into jelly and butterflies are fluttering in my stomach. Can i fly like one? Will you be my wings?

I feel love. I am falling free. I wish you were my lollipop. Both our hearts were wounded before, but girl, I'm willing to tear my heart again to trade with yours.You don't have to be perfect, to be perfect for me. I wish to cup your cheeks and look at your face all day long. I want nothing more than to be close to you. I have missed much in life because I did not have a companion. You are the companion that I have wanted for so long. I love you.

With love,

Viknesh

Shoot My Lungs

Here I go again, tearing the inner pieces of my heart and screaming all over again simply because I feel that I will never understand why do humans run away from their problems? This is clearly not the right way to solve things. How long can you run from your problems? It’s a wise choice to be a fighter and solutions will appear when we strangle what has been the center of the predicament. With a clear heart and a big head, that dilemma will eventually come to an end.

Our lives are built from pieces of coincidences, an accidental moment we want it to happen but sometime we thought it’ll never be. Confusing huh? We all know that once we got hurt we must learn not to dump ourselves at the same rubbish for the second time. But this time it’s so different, the love has covered my vision and logic. I’m blinded, wounded and left all alone. Sometimes, I feel as if I’m good for nothing but I know that I can’t give up because I am not a myth. I prefer to be a living legend but when I walk across the line of sanity I fall into the hole called love over and over again. Like a sponge, my heart pores suck the pain continuously, leaving it back dry just like it started.